Unspoken prayers

Apr 20

I’ve been feeling pretty cruddy for the past few days.  Nothing major: achey, tired, head-achey, sore bones, etc., but enough that I’ve felt blah. It might be jet lag. It might be a bug I picked up somewhere. It might be my body’s response to the new cancer drug I started last Tuesday. Honestly, all causes are equally possible.  This morning I...

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A summit

Apr 16

A summit

In the fall, I seized upon an opportunity that I inadvertently stumbled across whilst googling “bucket list” “inexpensive midwest usa bucket list”. In a trifecta of awesomeness, I found an adventure that is completely in my husbands wheelhouse, won the hard-to-get reservation lottery at the destination, and planned it as a surprise getaway...

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Eye of the beholder

Apr 15

Eye of the beholder

Yesterday I was driving home late with the girls in the car with me.  I was feeling niggles of worry and heartache for some people I love, so therefore I also found myself joy-hunting. When I feel negative emotion of any kind, my general practice is to press in gratitude.  It’s amazing how much better I feel after I’ve righted my perspective in this way....

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Bombs away

Apr 14

Bombs away

“When do the bombs start dropping?”  This was Chief Sister’s first question when I de-briefed her about the scan and treatment change plan a few weeks ago.  It was a brilliantly encouraging, hopeful response, and it’s the sentiment I’ve stored away in my mind and heart as I’ve carried on over these past few weeks.  She gave me the...

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Re-entry

Apr 13

Re-entry

I’m back!  (And jet-lagged.  Ha!) I gave big hugs to say good-bye to the ones I left behind.  Boo! I claimed more big hugs from the ones who were waiting to greet me on this end.  Yay! I’m a blessed woman indeed. The things I’ll remember most from this trip are the lingering conversations.  That, and the laughter.  Not having my children with me...

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